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http://allgroanup.com/adult/21-secrets-for-your-20s/
"21 Secrets for your 20's"

little treats for good friends

This card above from Papyrusonline.com, or Papyrus stores seems a good gift for a good friend.C:

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Love these cards!

Matthew West Moment... MWM.:D

for those who have been through tough times, couple songs

I found this song inspirational. Highly inspirational.

Gods always, always, always there.C:

Plus your not alone, there's many other girls who have been through this.

We stand together.

We can support one another. 

Life is truly beautiful.

Broken Girl - Matthew West.

She Cries Out - Kutless

Does Anybody Hear Her - Casting Crowns.

Stand in the Rain - Superchick

Little Miss - Sugarland

Stand Up - Sugarland

it is here, Saturday!

It is completely Saturday in the state of Minnesota... Seeing as though it is 10:27am... I am guessing it is Saturday all over the USA.:D Thus, Happy Saturday folks! I hope everyone's up and that most of you are already adventuring outside and having fun.C: I am going to call my dad in a little bit and head over there before going out to eat later with my grandparents and mother... Haha, well were going to a fish place right? I LOVE FISH! What? What? Yeah... Lol, fish is the stuff.C: Fish is seriously an awesome food. I could eat many different kinds... Well maybe not, yet I do love salmon, walleye... In the sea food category I do tend to indulge in shrimp, crab, lobster. All equals DELICIOUS. It needed to be capitalized. After hearing this, you can bet I also love sushi too... Love is in the air peoples. Sushi, yummy! Sea weed!! Yeah!! Haha. I always spell the place I am headed to wrong... I always thought it was McCormick and Schmidt, but it is not! I wanna spell not like this, "NAUGHT"... Just for accent purpose, gives it some flavor... I needs flavor.xD Hehe. Yet it is spelled properly like so... "Properlay" Can you imagine those guys in Pirates of the Caribean saying this, those guys who said, "Parlay" like that... Lol, they were so funny! I need to indulge in some Pirates of the Caribean... I do not even wanna indulge in the movie with anyone, just by my wonderful self and with God... Pirate time! Haha, yet for real... Anywho, you spell it like this lol, as I have gone far off the topic at hand... "McCormick and Schmicks" Lol!!! I LOVE the word, SCHMICK. Sounds so fun! Actually almost sounds like a diss, but I love it. It has so much more life than Schmidts. Though, you gotta admit they sound the same... Kinda? Right? They so do.xD Okay so now I need to have a fish moment...
Salmon:
Dun, dun, dun, dun, da, dee, da, dumdle, dum... BOOM:
LOL, I should post images of the actual fish. Yet... Haha, I was about to add, "yum, yam, yum, yeem, yum..." Then post a bunch of images of salmon fillets... Yeah... Salmon fillets... DELISH! Times like ten! Right? Yeah. Who's the main fish! Oh, salmon.:D Hehe, imagine that said in a bashful voice from the 1950's.:D Haha, epic!

That is the most inspirational salmon picture I have ever seen... Lol. As I posted it after I found it, I noticed the webcam thing, I was like, yes, I am swimming with salmon right now and I can definitely upload a picture of me with the salmon like I wish I could... Haha, nooooo. Lol. Someday! Sometime! Somewhere! Lots of some! Haha.C: 

Then of course there's this picture... Yeah. Had to do it. Sorry people. It had to happen. It was for the shock factor, fish, fillet! Yet honestly. It is not those fishes swimming in the first picture, none of us knew the salmon who is on the plate... Well maybe, but I apologize for my random, AHA moment. BOOM... Shackalacka... Salmon... FILLET.:D

So I am going here...

mccormick and schmicks

You can see the beautiful word... As on the webpage... I am thinking of the word in a dreamy speak.. Schmicks, oh, Schmicks... I do adore your spelling... Yes... Of course.C:

Now on a more positive note, not about salmons turning into a fillet, I have a song... I love. I actually just love this guy... He has an amazing voice, and inspirational songs.C:

You might love it. So listen when you are able to thoroughly enjoy his beautiful words and voice. He is SOOOOO Ah-mazing.:D Hehe.

Happy Saturday!:D

With love.

bed time

It's around oh, 10:31, at night. I am sitting at the living room dining table, it has a variety of leaves covering a green polka dotted cloth, next to me sits the hot measuring cup of tea I made myself, cooling as to not burn my tongue, against that is the small white tea cup I will sip it out of as I sit here, wet hair floating along my back, drying freely, my new diary sits atop a book I plan on jumping into, which sits atop all of the Thanksgiving cards I invested in. I am venting... I have decided to try and stop thinking about the future, tomorrow, the day after, five years from now, college, education, only focus on this day and the moment I am in. The future is tomorrow, today is my moment. I have decided just that.C: Of course I cannot just state that here on this blog and expect it to happen, I have to work towards changing my life. A life changing sort of day... It truly was though... First I woke up... I was tired, thus I rolled over and slept in. Then I... (Had to take a moment to pour some of the cinnamon smelling tea into the small white cup, I love tea.) Went to school... I forget my morning events but I went there and I arrived, I went to class and sat learning, about relationships from my Communications teacher, I love relationship information, maybe because I am in a relationship and all I wanna do is make his life amazing, happy, delightful, positive, optimistic, adventurous, I want him to feel like a freakin' prince.:D Yep, I am in love. Thats just part of my little old life. Another part of my life is the job I am after... At Godiva. Today I tried a new truffle, "Birthday Cake", which is delightful, with a sweet taste, like cookie dough with sugar on top and a cake taste... So good!

And another for good measure...

I am addicted, already, to this delightful truffle... For life! It is so good. I am not even joking. I tried it and I was amazed, it was great, I am sure how I ate it was not the regular way, I was walking with a giant Subway sandwich in my arm, like a football, and I dug into my Godiva bag and took a bite, my initial reaction was, "Thish ish goo." Which in I am eating speak, means, "This is good." It was good too! I took another bite upon the escalator. Delightful! It was a wonderful treat and you know what? I did not even count the calories because what is one mini truffle going to do? Let me just say this, nothing!

talking

Sometimes I am very guilty of saying the wrong thing, I will admit, I like to talk and right now, I am hurting... I took a while to get back to anyone reading this blog... I wanted to clear out the people from my Facebook... I wanted a break with time to think and freshly write new word in this blog, online. I am hurting bad right now... I say things and sometimes my mind is so cluttered I cannot even think it over long enough. This is loss. Death. Loss of an immediate family member, an unexpected passing. I woke up not this past, but the Sunday before... I woke and I learned the news... My uncle on my moms side, not uncle Steve, but uncle Tim, passed away. I was stunned, I had just woke and this news was sprung on me as I lay in bed about to wake up, tired, not all there, I remained in shock for a time. Shock. Still. Lifeless. Emotionless. "Cheerful". Statue. I remained. I was. I had no idea how to go about mourning my uncle. He was my uncle, the only one in Minnesota. He was nice to me. He was the only man in my life who offered to be there if anything went wrong, he said to call him one day, out of the blue and he jotted down his number. I feel like that made a big impact on my life, someone truly cared. I miss my uncle, more than I will let on to others. I have cried over it a bit, just melted down over it. Death is hard, it is final, because it feels final, it feels permanent and it feels like a major loss. Gone. Poof. No more. Right now in my home, there is loss, it surrounds me, my cat is gone, he was rather like a member of the family based on how long he had been in my life. I posted about him a while ago, I still miss him, so much. Right now I am crying over it again... My ole cat.:/ I even miss the smell of his litter box... I miss his fur being everywhere, I miss having cat hair on black clothing, I miss his sneezes, I miss his big ole eyes, I miss his purr, I miss petting his soft fur coat. I miss him following me around, I miss playing hide and go seek with him. I miss my cat so much. More than anyone can imagine who is in my life besides my dads parents who lost their little cat, Annie this year. I loved Annie too, grew up going to Iowa and playing with Annie. Yet Tommy, he was the cat I was able to be excited about seeing every time I came home. Now hes just a memory, a photograph. I miss him. Every single day, I miss not having him outside my door, not having him sneeze on me, not having him rub his ear on me. I miss him so much, and his little gaze, he was the most adorable cat.