Sometimes all you need is utter self. Just you, you need to quiet the voices around you and stop hoping people would do the things you hope they would do, stop hoping they will be appreciative or text you, or call you. Don't spend your life waiting around. You are worth doing something and you deserve to have a fun life so get out there and live.C: Don't worry, because all will be well that text will come, that call, that appreciation but do not spend your whole life waiting upon it.