How I feel this song is kinda...

I am Learning...

Life is never supposed to be perfect. Yet what we have we should be thankful for, this life is a gift from God, the fact that we are able to breathe is such a blessing and tonight it has been rough. Maybe it has not for you, whoever this "you" is reading this. Yet I can tell you, my day though wonderful in many ways has been a struggle for me to hold it together. If I did not have God in my life, as my number one I might have fallen to tears a few times in this day. I still want to cry it out and hide from the world, but I know that wont do me any good, I have to be strong and go through the tough times and hang in there. I know I can hang in there and do well and make it through but I sometimes do not yet understand what it is God wants me to learn from this time in life. Yet I know God has great plans for me and today this day has been a lesson and God wants me to learn though it is tough, God wants me to learn.

Love this song!

I need to add in a prayer request for anyone reading this blog. Please pray for the grade of my friend Max's paper, I really would like for this grade to be one he can truly be proud of because hes a good person. I also hope to add to your prayers to help him with a loss he encountered. Losses are never easy. As well as praying for Mariah and her relationship situation and for her heart to be mended, for her to feel Gods acceptance and love. Thankyou to those of you who pray for them.C:

I think this song is really beautiful.. Well I do not listen to this song for the parts about someone holding me because that, I do not need right now or want because I have God, I listen to it because of the parts about, "I can't make you love me if you don't, I can't make your heart feel something it won't..." I think it is a sad song and I can see inspiration for my writing in here too. This song is lovely.

I am turning a new page in life. I am making a bucket list, things I want to do, I am not going to let moments pass me by.
My May 6-12 Bucket List:

[ ] Eat healthy foods.
[ ] Avoid processed foods.
[ ] Go outside every day.
[ ] Exercise every day.
[ ] Journal daily.
[ ] Ask friends how they are, different friends every day.
[ ] Practice volleyball.
[ ] Find reasons to smile every day.
[ ] Find reasons to laugh every day.
[ ] Tell your friends who you see or text something good about them every day.
[ ] Appreciate friends.
[ ] Have an attitude of overwhelming gratitude.
[ ] Pray nightly.
[ ] Find reasons to love yourself daily.
[ ] Practice Russian daily.