I am Learning...

Life is never supposed to be perfect. Yet what we have we should be thankful for, this life is a gift from God, the fact that we are able to breathe is such a blessing and tonight it has been rough. Maybe it has not for you, whoever this "you" is reading this. Yet I can tell you, my day though wonderful in many ways has been a struggle for me to hold it together. If I did not have God in my life, as my number one I might have fallen to tears a few times in this day. I still want to cry it out and hide from the world, but I know that wont do me any good, I have to be strong and go through the tough times and hang in there. I know I can hang in there and do well and make it through but I sometimes do not yet understand what it is God wants me to learn from this time in life. Yet I know God has great plans for me and today this day has been a lesson and God wants me to learn though it is tough, God wants me to learn.