Being Single

Honestly, I am perfectly happy being single. I am a single young woman, hanging out, drinking a warm cup of green tea with honey, in the midst of summertime. Enjoying being single. How crazy is that? I really need to stop with that term, "How crazy is that?" Wah! It is intense, but I need to find some other term to dwell on and share.C: Today I have been thinking about life, my life, and about ideas. I am finding things I want to do, I have come up with this idea, have one song every day of the year, a motivational song for every day. What a great way to start a day? Well I happen to think so.C: I found a few cool quotes, "I need to love myself more." Which is so true for everyone, find reasons to just stand up and say, "I freakin' love me!" Right? You know, I want to have a day of past. Not to recall my past but to go back in a time I did not live in, listen to music from a certain era and maybe use words from that era, and go out and act as if I am in that era! How cool would that be? Go to a place if there is one from that era.C:

Inspired

I am feeling for the first time in such a long time, inspired. Inspired to write! Inspired to create a character. Oddly I have these ideas and I have a notebook right next to me now! How crazy is this? The ability to write my ideas in a notebook and make them come to life with Pinterest. I can make a board on there and have all I need, images of the character and the style the character has and the place where the character is from and events! Yes, yes, yes! Inspiration. I am going to keep writing because writing keeps me on my feet, so to speak of course!C: Life is so, so good!

Girls Night... With God!

I have not had a girls night alone before, or maybe I have but I have not called it a, "Girls Night, Alone Edition!" Only this is untrue, tonight's not going to be a, "Girls Night Alone", it is going to be a, "Girls Night... With God!" I am going to have one of those chats... With God! Why? Because Gods always here for me and I want to thank him for this life, having a purpose for me, giving my life meaning and wanting the best for me.<3 God is the best and God is my number one! Tonight is about appreciating and loving myself, through the tough times that have been placed as lessons in my life and tonight is about thanking God for holding my hand and carrying me through these lessons, giving me strength, loving me like no one else can, and cheering me on always. Tonight's crazy agenda? Just have a good time, laugh, smile, enjoy being myself, pray loud, pray quiet, whisper prayers, read Christian inspiration, sing loudly along with a few girlie Chrisitan songs I love and maybe spin around to them and dance in a purely Kaitlyn way! Watch a movie or two! I am currently thinking the movie, Spirit!<3 I am planning on doing a craft, possibly! I think a little yoga time is certainly on the agenda! Of course! Making a lovely pot of green jasmine or green tea with honey. A little writing, a little drawing, a little personal reading and chit chat time with God. Tonight's a night about having positive fun. I think I want to do this more often too, have a day to appreciate myself and thank God once a week. Tell those around that I am busy, I have a, "Girls Night... With God!" That's whats on my agenda.C: Maybe they will understand, maybe not, either way, "Girls Night... With God", that will be a new part of my life. A day to myself, I might add on to it and make some fun rules. I could make a rule like, "No phone, turn it off for a day!", and "No Facebook for a day, too distracting", "Make sure to step at least one foot outside and breathe in the air, just because". Who knows, but I do know for sure, I am excited about tonight.<3

How I feel this song is kinda...

I am Learning...

Life is never supposed to be perfect. Yet what we have we should be thankful for, this life is a gift from God, the fact that we are able to breathe is such a blessing and tonight it has been rough. Maybe it has not for you, whoever this "you" is reading this. Yet I can tell you, my day though wonderful in many ways has been a struggle for me to hold it together. If I did not have God in my life, as my number one I might have fallen to tears a few times in this day. I still want to cry it out and hide from the world, but I know that wont do me any good, I have to be strong and go through the tough times and hang in there. I know I can hang in there and do well and make it through but I sometimes do not yet understand what it is God wants me to learn from this time in life. Yet I know God has great plans for me and today this day has been a lesson and God wants me to learn though it is tough, God wants me to learn.

Love this song!